A childhood grief set Jake on a course of rebellion and escape via pornography and suicidal thoughts. In the navy during Desert Storm, temptations in world sea ports fueled his sex addiction. How Jake struggled and found victory will give readers hope, inspiration, and help. The author's descriptions of life on a Navy ship, adventures in international ports, and inner war between his compulsive behavior and his Christian upbringing and beliefs, will appeal to male readers and give women better understanding of the psychological and spiritual battles men face.